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Family Pain's

Posted by Leoma.wilson on March 17, 2013 at 8:50 PM Comments comments (0)

I think I’m going insane why so much pain

Is family love or pain, I don’t know

 

But pain is what I claim, I’m still Hurting

From the past How long will this last

 

Everyone acts like I’m lying but

Inside I’m dying, no excuse for all the abuse

 

They are so hard to shake loose I feel like

It’s not worth because pain is what I birth

 

When I’m around they shoot

My hopes to the ground

 

So I learn how to let go

Now happiness is what I show

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My Heart

Posted by Leoma.wilson on March 17, 2013 at 7:50 PM Comments comments (0)

Things can get rough,

me and my kids go through so much stuff

but our hearts you can’t touch

I love them so much

they mean the world to me

my heart they set it free to love again

I will love them until the end

love can be true even, with the things we go through

I know in my heart they will be okay

there love help me see the way to make it through the day

Alone

Posted by Leoma.wilson on March 6, 2013 at 8:20 AM Comments comments (0)

I feel so alone this kind of life

I would postpone

 

The past brought me so much shame and pain

And blame it was so hard to maintain

 

As I moved on still no place to call home

No one understand this type of

 

Life I did not plan, every time

Someone gets close that hurt me the most

 

When I turn to the church they hurt me the worse

Without faith my life would be erase

 

So I learn to have a mind of my own

that’s a life of being alone

Chains

Posted by Leoma.wilson on March 5, 2013 at 7:50 AM Comments comments (0)

when you keep up this thing

All the time you will never find

 

The true meaning of life, you will be

Living in misery and strife

 

But not doing it on purpose

Putting everyone down that's

 

Around you, so you can wear a crown

But when no one is around, you feel

 

Down inside and not proud of who

You are, feeling so ashamed of who

 

You became, thinking dang I need

To change but you just remain

 

Chained to the wall that need to fall

Down on your heart it will pound you to

 

The ground, know love was never found

Now you feeling down where you at

 

Let it down so you can rest

A "Brick Wall" is not the best

SeeThe Way

Posted by Leoma.wilson on March 4, 2013 at 10:30 AM Comments comments (0)

 

 

Love is the key know trouble it would be,

it do not mean sit back and live in defeat

it’s always some kind of way that you can

 

get your point across yes it will cost

do it in a loving way but strong, firm and

make a big statement if not hate will be

 

your replacement, looking back at history

it already speaks for me so I choose to live free

just having contentment with everything that

 

you can change, doing that will not take away the pain

if you step out on faith to try something new,

thought you could not do before,

 

faith and change is your open door

first you have to make changes in self,

you may struggle to get their it will not be easy

 

some days you may feel this can’t be me

I don’t like this I want to be free, you may want to give up

but if you don’t TRY, you and your future generation will die.

 

If you don’t then you will not never really

know who you are and that you can go very far

You will know that change will come because

 

you did something about it you berdun will be lift

don’t live in defeat love everyone you meet,

growing up with the difficulties do not make you

 

who you are, trying our best you will be a star,

You have more control over your life than you think you do,

you might can not change how it started don’t let that

 

make you cold hearted keep moving forward everything

will be ok, with love you will see the way,

 

 

Material Things

Posted by Leoma.wilson on March 3, 2013 at 7:55 PM Comments comments (0)

 

 

I go without so much material things but

it do not make up for the joy they bring

because, for my kids i will do anything,

always putting myself aside to survive.

 

With all that time hurting inside from the pain,

from my past it remain, but today that pain

some of it I do not claim because in my heart love rain,

I don't care about them material things

 

know matter what I do If I lose a thing or two

I will keep hope alive because I learn to survive

because I have faith so I know it’s nothing I can’t face

It will turn out ok just trying to make it through the rough days

In my heart I know I will be ok

 

I don’t care about them material things

one day I will have all them things but I will never

forget about what truly matters in life I know everything will be all right

I don’t have to have all them things to make me who I am

for my life I have a plan if it don’t go just the way I think it should

If I get misunderstood, in my heart I know It’s all good

~ I don’t care about them material things

 

 

 

Love Is The Key

Posted by Leoma.wilson on March 1, 2013 at 8:55 PM Comments comments (0)

Somethings are just not right, do people

really know what it means, fighting for your life

 

your life seems like a dream, some people grow up having many things

then so many people get misunderstood, if you grow up sick, with some difficulties, poor or from the hood

 

know that you are loved from above and it’s good people in the world but very few

they will reach out to you, when you are feeling down when all that fakeness is not around

 

they truly love you with no strings attached, will have your back that’s love and that’s a fact

doesn't matter what’s your beliefs be, love is the key for everyone to live free

Faith

Posted by Leoma.wilson on March 1, 2013 at 9:50 AM Comments comments (0)

Faith is all I got so,

I'm going to take a shot at my dreams

following what I love, is what I mean

and believing in the unseen.

Work On Me

Posted by Leoma.wilson on March 1, 2013 at 9:45 AM Comments comments (0)

Around the holidays I emotionally

Eat because of the pain, I gain weight

 

Because I hate the way my family is

Towards me, this is not the way it

 

Surppose to be. but it is, so it's just

Me and my kids. I will be ok because

 

this pain is slowly going a way, I'm

working on my physical and mental

 

Health so it will not fail because

I'm choosing to live well

Fear

Posted by Leoma.wilson on March 1, 2013 at 9:15 AM Comments comments (0)

I hate when you are near, doubt

always appear every time you are here

 

I shed a tear, of fear about what's

next, just trying my best and hoping

 

for the rest, still thinking is my best enough

am I going to get through all this stuff today

 

so many bills and things I have to pay, on my heart

so many try to play, Its so hard to get through the

 

day when you appear doubt is near but you can not

stay one more day so go far far a way FEAR..


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